shidarezakura

Hope everyone is doing well! Had my other daughter June 18th so she's a little over six weeks old now. The lack of sleep is killing me as stress and many other things. Have to go back to work later this month which I'm not too thrilled about. Apparently a lot has changed in the month I've been gone. I'm also freaked out that I'll be hitting the 12 year mark with Walgreens. I don't know if I should be proud or disappointed I haven't found my dream job. Haha! I'm not even sure what other jobs I could do. I'd love to go back to school but its pretty rough with two kids and no time in the schedule to even go. Definitely makes me feel trapped at the moment.

Been battling depression for a while. Maybe even a few years now that I think of it. I want to say its also one of the factors keeping me from working on art (besides the obvious lack of time I have). Hoping that going back on medication may help me out of this dark hole I've been in and feel normal again. I hate having tons of ideas and things I want to learn but I'm unable to get myself going.

Anyway, not much else going on. I jump on WoW and do pet battles when feeding the wee baby. Been naming my pets after Game of Thrones characters as well as 80s singers. I don't think a lot of the younger players will get a lot if the names but oh well. I find it hilarious to have a pet named Boy George or Bruce Leeroy. xD

Well, I'm off to try and sleep! Woosh!

So I've failed to mention that baby #2 is going to pop out in June. I've been super tired and trying to get things ready while also taking care of a four year old. Wooo this pregnancy has gone by pretty fast and I feel like I haven't been able to accomplish anything.

Been doing more research on figure and gesture drawing as well as digital painting and other techniques. I really wish I had more artist friends where I live to give me more inspiration (and motivation! Ha!). All I do now is follow artists that inspire me. Sometimes I feel bad I don't leave more comments on their work. I'm so afraid I'll look like a stalker watching everything they do. Haha!

Nothing else to say at the moment. Haven't had a whole lot of time to play WoW either so nothing to report on that end. Not that you'd care! Haha!

Hope everyone is well!